Homeless On Jensen, Avoiding Easy Money (2023)
9111 Jensen Dr, Houston, TX 77093
by Farrah Fang
Part 2 of 3
pylon project series
Every street you walk is bred for the likes of long legs and mesh
From Airline to this part of Jensen, your body is the center of the Northside
The call of the night can only be ignored for so long, when it's pulsing and quaking
Puncturing your orifices, your piercing breasts singing pop songs in a crop top
Despite your attempted resignation, knowing you’ll turn into more than salt if you turn back
The dangers encountered spiral from honking cars, circling the street, its own land mass
The labors endured slipped beneath their hands, green and miniscule to your honor
The season is that of the lost, Texan summer is merely the metaphor for damnation
Your days spent sleeping on concrete and broken glass, the rubble of buildings burned
Whispers that real estate moguls set Jensen Square on fire to purchase the property for cheap
The Northside gentrified in the face of the houseless and hungry, slowly but surely
You trek from Alma Latina to Tidwell to use the McDonald’s restroom to bathe
Dante was safer with Virgil than you with your body, even dirty and slimy, you are on the menu
Hiding behind corners and signs, avoiding the fiends of the street ready to pounce
Are you the heroine of your own story or the cautionary tale of the neighborhood
Passed by ghostly faces who feel better about their lives knowing they are not you
The irony that you wrote an essay about this life, got paid to read it at an art show
For the ears of peers, creatives, wealthy pockets who know not of Northside cruelty
Only to return to the streets you mused over, warned them about, can never escape
Spending your stipend on tiny bottles of whiskey and new hair, your safe spaces
Blessed to make it from one end to the other, without succumbing to the will of men
Farrah Fang (she/her) is a Mexican-American Trans woman, born and raised in Houston, TX. She is a performance artist, digital artist, writer and poet. She has performed readings at Art League Houston, the Aurora Picture Show and Houston City Hall. Fang’s digital artwork has been featured in exhibitions at Sabine Street Studios, Alief Art House and Remezcla’s online exhibition entitled “40 Emerging, Texas-based Artists to Know”. Her performance art has alternated spaces such as the Orange Show Center For Visionary Art, as well as the Houston club scene where Fang has explored the intersections of death, ritual acts and the Trans body. She can be followed on Instagram: @farrahrosefang.